wore sweatpants today. no longer care if i run into [redacted].
Monday, November 1, 2009
Today I bought cigarettes so I could stand outside on Maisonneuve and potentially see [redacted]. Except that I bought bitchsticks and she wasn't there.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Goal of the day: don't cry. Accomplished. Got the job at American Eagle. Really, really, really tired. 2 exams left.
Saturday, November 14 2009
Went bar hopping on St. Laurent. Decided to text [redacted*]. She never answered. Met up with [redacted] at Biftek. [redacted*] was there. She ignored me. I got drunk.
Wednesday, October 27 2010
She said she really wants to hug me in the winter. Then we talked about other things which were nice, like sweaters and heat.
Monday, November 1 2010
tried to get some work done on my break but didn't accomplish much. Went grocery shopping at night.
Wednesday, November 10 2010
worked 6-9:30. [redacted] got mad at me for standing around and made me feel bad. But I had just zoned out and there was nobody in the store.
Sunday, November 14 2010
She asked if it was something she said but it wasn't. I didn't know what it was. I went in my bed and cried and had a breakdown but I don't know why. I just felt lonely. Then I had to stop crying and eat dinner. Also [redacted] said she bought me something for my birthday. Everyone is so nice to me and I don't know why.