Monday, November 2, 2009

I Was Happy in the Haze of a Drunken Hour

in my life
why do i give valuable time
to people who don't care if i
live or die?

in my life
why do i smile
at people who i'd much rather
kick in the eye?

It's November. I hope November is better than October. I don't know how to do more than hope. I've forgotten how to take control of my life.. I've been living as a victim of circumstances. I'd like to say that maybe I won't go through the motions so much, but it's really up to me and I don't know how to change. So I'll just sit here for a while, sit through November, sleep through Christmas.

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