i don't want to write anymore

i don't write anymore because it hurts too much.

or maybe it doesn't hurt at all.

it's just that my fingertips seem to be numb, and they don't feel the keys anymore. it's just that it doesn't comfort me anymore. it's just that it doesn't seem to matter, stripping for the page. when i take off my clothes i feel naked.

there's no one left to talk to.

our love is dead but without limit

[bright eyes - make war]

please return, return
to the person that you were,
'cause it's too hard to belong
to someone who is gone.
my compass spins; the wilderness remains.

in the wintertime when i met you

you were gentle and i was rough
i didn't know what to do so i kissed you
in the wintertime
you picked me up on the corner so i wouldn't get lost
in your house, dark with red christmas lights
and those yellow lanterns in your room
i didn't know what to do so i kissed you
in the wintertime
everything was warm
and that's how it was when i met you

and now you're just a ghost

[katy perry - ghost]

katy perry on repeat 24/7.

there's a desert that size can't be measured

[lord huron - ends of the earth]



i was a-ready to die for you baby,
doesn't mean i'm ready to stay.
what good is living a life you've been given
if all you do is stand in one place?